While you were sleeping I was blood red
Sharp as a knife inside your stomach
I’m squeezing tight, don’t let the light in
No medicine
You chase the time apart with alcohol and a fresh vibrant flame
Though I do question the value within the hue
While I’m held in the arms of a friend, nearly drank myself to death
I spill of how it’s always been about you
please fall asleep so i can take pictures of you and hang them in my room so when i wake up feel, like, yeah everything’s alright. you are still here, you are still happy, you are still smiling and laughing. you are still the only thing, everything i need in my life.
if you want me to go then I’ll go
and if you ask me to leave I can leave
but I won’t be afraid of making mistakes if you’re listening
are you listening?
but now that you saw my tweets
you know that I’m home
buried in my cell phone
trying to get a hold of someone new
instead of hanging out with you
and your high school stories
and I heard you said one time
that I never even fucking cross your mind
and I guess I’ll act like that’s fine
but you should know that you cross mine all the time
i’m gonna stay eighteen forever
so we can stay like this forever
and we’ll never miss a party
cause we’ll keep them going constantly
And if my heart just stops, pack my memories in it
I want to know all the love I’ve got
And if my heart just stops, keep me alive for a minute
I want to know if a curtain drops
if you walk away, i’ll walk away
first tell me which road you will take
i don’t want to risk our paths crossing some day
so you walk that way, i’ll walk this way
and if a double-decker bus crashes into us
to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die
and if a ten-ton truck kills the both of us
to die by your side, well, the pleasure, the privilege, is mine
are you thinking of me when you’re putting on your makeup, darling?
and dyeing your hair like you do
well you’re wasting your time if you’re trying to impress me
i waste all my time just thinking of you
if you’re leaving again, then you’re leaving again and you’re gone
and i feel nothing anymore so just keep walking away
thirty thousand steps, i’ll watch you for every second and never feel alone
