there’s this boy that i really barely know, except for the fact that i had him in english my sophomore year. so, a couple weeks ago i saw him as we were walking to lunch and he said hi to me and i said hi back. common courtesy right? and then he grabbed my butt.
excuse me, but what the fuck.
i got pretty mad about the whole situation, especially since i was in a relationship at the time and i’m pretty sure he was quite aware of that. regardless of whether or not i was dating someone, the fact that he thought it was his place to touch me in any sort of way, even in one as degrading as he did, was pretty fucking ridiculous.
today i saw him again and i kind of just ignored him. he was whining, asking if i was still mad about what had happened before. of fucking course i was. he had really no right. but i let it go and told him i was over it and he laughed as if the whole thing was a joke to him.
and then he had the audacity to ask me to prom.
today was good
got to spend time with my mom and actually tell her about stuff that’s been going on lately
her best advice was probably to stop being a pedofile and save myself for the cute white kids in my soon to be college ha
she’s great c:
if you can’t get the one you want, find someone better
never try to force something to happen
I feel really bad cause I know you’re in a bad state of mind right now, and there’s nothing I can do to help. I wish I could just literally eat all your sadness or have it transferred to me instead. I’m terribly sorry for not being enough. I really am.
I was at the library today and the teen center was under construction since it was being painted and whatnot. So my friends and I had to go downstairs to another room, which was were all the teens would be in.
Now, my friends and I usually gossip and just talk about random stuff while we’re together since we don’t really see each other much in school. The last time we were at the library together, my friend was complaining about this girl she doesn’t like and saying how she heard she was gay. I knew for a fact that she was, and I wanted to tell my friend that so when we were at our table I said GUESS WHO’S A LESBIAN. I guess I said it a bit loud cause the five girls at the other table turned around and were just staring at me. One of them was an adult and she asked me how old I was. I told her I was seventeen, and she told me “there are people here younger than you and you have no right to be talking about those inappropriate things here” and she turned back around. I cannot even tell you how mad I was. My friends were just staring at me in awe, and the whole room fell quiet.
Can I just say that
- What the hell is wrong with me speaking about anything homosexual? It’s not a sin, and sure as hell not inappropriate, nor was I speaking about it in an inappropriate way.
- It was a teen environment, and the youngest person there was probably 16, and I don’t see the problem with that.
- EVEN IF there were teens that were a bit younger, I don’t understand what was so wrong about me bringing up the subject. The lady was speaking as if it was wrong to even mention anything gay which is so completely stupid, because everyone is, or rather should be, exposed to homosexuality. And not just homosexuality, but all types of people.
- As offended as the lady was, I think most of the people there were more offended by her ignorance tbh.
Tonight was probably the most beautiful that I’ve ever seen you. I just wish it lasted longer.
it’s always when I stay up real late that I get thinking really hard to the point when it’s just like what am I doing with my life
It’s a very sad thing when you come to the realization that there is a very small number of people who you’re genuinely fond of
The one person that can get me in the happiest of moods and the one that can bring me so down so quickly always seem to be the same person
definitely dedicating this weekend to design
i have an art show coming up in the first week of may (so soon!) and i have a couple of projects to do (and i’m getting a new class one on monday)
the idea for the show is to have my friend and i have a whole side of the show to ourselves, with 15 pieces each but tbh i want a whole side to myself
so i’ve got to work for more pieces
i have about maybe 17 ones, so i’ll still need 13 more fuu
i’m gonna need loads of coffee
